Sometimes it’s not what we think or feel but HOW we think and feel that matters. Do we respect our bodies?! And others?! Yes, you can ask too much of someone, manipulate obligation by guilt, only leading towards loss of personal energy and theirs! It’s far more easy to allow yourself to be sad and follow your path, knowing there’s a light at the end of the tunnel than to fight it! If you have a cold, stay in bed and not pass the negative drainage around! All these splash in the pool of the collective. These being actions from our estimations of ourselves. So, I suppose again… Selfish power may include raising light energy for yourself, but are you hacking a cough at you coworker while you meditate at your office?! I’m a big fan of consequence because variables and probability are so fascinating, in that; they never run out. There’s always chance. How do you Hap?! Thus for my Happy New Year, I intend to let the powers that be Hap within respect of others and healthy boundaries of course. But, I want to see what HAPpens, when energy isn’t about self seeking light, but about simply being! So, maybe I will do art and not mop today, or tend to my garden as the fridged sun tickles my skin! And, my heart will not be worried about obligatory responses, but rather will sing, and I’m pretty sure consequently time will slow down enough so that I’ll have time for a quick mop. Time lessens probability of energy raising when you delve into the sludge of fear or worry and tends to feel like you’re dragging along, but, yet, you feel you have no time! The thing is there’s is no such thing as time! So, sing your heart and you’ll find the energy build and the time will soar at whatever pace you wish manifest allowing the Haps. Let’s see what’s in store this year!
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A day? Linear? Cyclical? A speed bump? We’ll know, we’ll never know. It’s as if our lives our wormholes into moments… and that’s all that we know. Even memory betrays innocence of the hour. So, I like this because it opens the reality to the ripple of the moment and its possible affect!
so I’ve been reblogging a lot, because I’ve been learning a lot! I hope! But one thing is at the top of the bundle I’ve collected: love. And the fact you can not have love with out war. And its this idea that gives humans the excuse to do horrid things, and, thus, the acts validate the statement. Not that I’m a saint, but not matter how I despise my husband, boyfriend, lover whatever there is an integral part of my soul that can not rape him with him my words; not to his face or to any others faces. The idea that a person could depreciate the value of another is beyond me because simply we are all connected. And by detrimental gossip, these curses upon the path of our loved one is the very thing validates “war”. Not that a liar is responsible for an abuser, but the ramifications of negative acts themselves melt into a pot of bubbling fury, into the collective. I for one try to balance my ying and yang. That is to befriend my shadow side and realize and work on that which is the “war” in me, rather than splatter myself in love light and unleash the stifled self on others. This “love” and “war” could simply remain internal and introspective instead of violent reactions and loss of loved ones and slinging curses to those we feel justifiably harmed by the unsheathed self wielding a lance across the parking because for the millionth time our friend has called to cancel shopping plans. Maybe its the lance that made her pop a u turn?! Lol either way, if love and war were more internally handled with confidence and maturity, confidence and self love; we would need less love from other and therefore less war!!
Today is the day we dress up and frolic along the candy trail. I can’t quite bring myself to dress up beyond myself. Meaning, beyond a sexy fairy or naughty witch is just counties intuitive! Aren’t we all sexy fairies and naughty witches in some way or another anyway? Lol. anyway costumes aside, be what we be daily free and alive, blessing and mourning those who’ve passed on this night, I suppose while exposing an alter ego! My secrets are out! So be it! Merry fun to all, happy new year, and blessedness to the ones gone before to whisper secrets and dance with us in the joyous cycle of life.
So I have been doing much research on the aspect of a curse. I did dive into the practice of blood basting or offering up first burns. No, I stuck to the basic etymology and ideology of humans relationship to a curse. It’s very simple. The word originates whenever someone says something against someone else. That’s why scholars have trouble finding the origin of this word and any other meaning that ill, anger intent or situation. What matters most is not a curse but words. I used to laugh at the whole bibles “name is claim it” and “no don’t let the devil hear you!” And now thought I still think this is just one very simple aspect to use fear to deter people from proclaiming any malicious words or disdain expression. So, that’s simple. If a guy in my dorm keeps leaving his wet clothes in the wash and I say “damn it! I hope he get what comin to him!!” You can best believe that is a curse. What if he has a legit reason?! Like slippery finger disease?! Now if I were to say “damn! I hope he gets what he deserves” this isn’t a curse. Because, well, maybe you just sent out energy to assist the doctors in making some super finger healing ointment! This may be what he deserves! My anger release would be nothing more then a charge of negative energy in the room, and probably assist in helping me be bitter about laundry etiquette. This should show that simply naming and claiming doesn’t have quite the impact as one would hope. This is because of intent and often more than anything; wording. The idea of cursing someone or something is a blast or thought out act of distinctly intense energy. “I am so ugh that I’m gonna….!” While declaring “I’m gonna be rich!” To my coven, congregation, or nudist group does quite have to same punch. The receivers of the proclamation are many, where as with curses and blessing at times too!, it is charged to one distinct origin. It’s not going to happen that people will stand in a congregation cursing each other but they would stand and proclaim. And this sends energy into the action to BEGIN manifestations but the rest is a lengthy process of commitment, intent, and drive to work the energy to the cause or outcome. To be rich, you may simply need to work really really hard. As you do this thought the energy would build and help you if you continued to work in such manner.
Now I could imagine a street riot of people strewing streams of curses across the street, or perhaps a fight in the hall, or the abusive husband; but then again we see the intensity of this action, this energy.
I read an article “is it worth to curse” and the author says that if her sister were rape she surely would curse the perp. Because the damage is already done (the worry of curse 1 and you’ll be 3x cursed back doesn’t apply then), it seemed she denoted it a type of retribution. And I agree.
I recently had a friend ask me if I did dark arts or black magic or whatever she said. She asked if I worked with curses. And I said “well I’m sure I’ve been mad enough at someone I’ve probably said something I shouldn’t have. Don’t we all?!” And she said “no real curses what do you think about them” so this encouraged me to research. I think she felt someone had put some random curse on her, but I wanted to ask her if she knew the definition of kharma. An even dharma! I’m of the school that if you do things knowingly hurting others, live life ego lead (which is easy to do aahhhh), or live a life as if people owe you (this often is the relationship with jealousy, selfishness, and feeling rejected: these people love to do things for people but are unaware that the expect something in return and when they don’t get it they feel rejected and this insues drama if they’re unbalance so as they can communicate their expectations), you will attract negativity to you. Doing positive thing attract negative ions to you but because we may be balanced and confident we become merely a conduit of a small displacement of Ionic energy rather than having bad thin happening unusually too often. These negative ions are transformed by spirit, too, to teach us lesson, manifest a dark or light side of us we didn’t know we had, and much more. Ying and yang. If I bask in a bubble of love juice all day long I’d drown in my own lack of need for humanity. But, we are really humans and capable of saying things that have impact, doing things to change lives, and more!
What I learned about curses is simply this: we all do it, it nothing less than saying something in the heat of the moment, and a term used to scare people away from antiChristian studies. Curses and the antithesis of blessings. And that’s about it! If blessing is a good word. There may be a better word!
So, I have had a flood of artist implosion and what seems to defy me is time! I need to stop making things and just add them to the store 🙂
He’s wearing the ear cuff! Hahahaha what a blessed little beaver for being my model today! Check out my site! As I work on it more tomorrow, mr, Beaver may make his modeling debut!
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Lord and Lady, Thank you for being beside us as we stroll down our path. Remind us that that path is meant to be done at a dead run. The path is made to meander along and explore the joyous wonders of life that are all around us. Help us to see the differences between what is important and what isn’t. Help us to be happy with what we’ve got and not to worry about the things that we don’t have that are not necessities. Help us to obtain all of the necessities, including the necessities of the spirit and of the heart. Blessed Be!
From: Circle of Witches
Shake my hand. There you take my residue. It’s unavoidable to not exchange energy by something as simple as eye contact. It says “I see you”. It validates a person. Likewise, when we don’t look at a person or whatever cultural exchange of energy, we “offend” or “deny” the exchange. But, is that so wrong? I must say I do not like to be hugged by just anyone. I’ve felt my energy being sucked out of me by certain feeders who lives only to make themselves more energetic than everyone else. This is power lust essentially and lack of self. My power is in me and nothing more or less. But together we make a vibrating, extended web of energy that if not met with wisdom can harm or hinder someone. Not just intentionally feeding on the energy in the room, but having a bad day and dumping on your coworker, or spouse. Making promises you don’t keep, entering someones space after you have yet calmed down from an intense phone call, or manifesting an action with out thought or conviction cause a negative ripple of residue scattering down until it’s burnt out or builds up. Who knows which. That’s why it’s important we all take responsibility for our personal space, our thoughts and intentions, and how we look, touch, and think about other people. Yes, maybe you wanted to buy your boss a coffee, but was it just to hope she’d burn her lip?! Deep inside we need to ask ourselves “why am i doing this?” and also “why am i with these people”. Do you want to be the one accepting the coffee?! Not me. There are ways to protect yourself from these negative daggers through mental shields and simple energy blocks but when you do that you may miss some goodness too. So discretion advised!
Family is irreplaceable but that doesn’t mean you have to spend everyday with them or week or month. In today’s culture, we do not foster a familial setting. We have severe individuality for the sake of freedom, which isn’t bad but we’ve lost the know how to honor culture, energy exchange, and the true meaning of the person from the inside as a being among other selves. Rather we see them as a worker, or “It’s moms birthday I’ll give her a call”. The residue of tradition lies in us all as we crave love from our family, friends, and others, whether we want to admit it or not. This spherical web is more spread out from one “point” to another. But since there is no such thing as a point, we must admit that this sphere is in fact pulling within itself because we yearn for the other “point”.
I’ve never agreed with the theory of relativity and that’s why. Space and time are not married. We live outside time and are members of spacial bodies. These bodies do pull for other bodies and are pulled by gravity, sure. But when the coming together of these “points” of say a love, the result is one. Theories go one from here as to what happens to matter. I like to think that all these spread out “points” will be one in an unwebbed, mass of vibrating, energy of whatever residue is combined.
Because of this, rather becoming one, imploding into a worm hole, or exploding into beyond, we need to try and watch the residue! Check intention, take responsibility, create the whole self and not take from it.
I just did a cleansing ritual for this Harvest moon, and I realized how much residue of others I have been dragging around and pulling towards me while other of that nature gravitated and those wary enough repelled. It wasn’t horrible residue. Just a bit of sadness and a splash of insecurity. And though I’m sure my journey will be littered with negative residue, this only balances the ying and yang. We can not have positive with out a negative, folks! But I don’t advise robbing a bank so a cop can gain glory through an arrest and declare yourself “well balanced”! Uhm, no feel the vibrations of each action and you’ll see the human crisis of not addressing residue, and acting irrationally to rob a bank which creates a need for a residue cleaner. Negative energy can be experienced in healthy life trials that do not have to send you to jail! Though, some people may need this. I would assume or it wouldn’t be happening.
So until we take responsibility for the residual affects we have in our thoughts, intentions, and actions. We will continue to paw at the ball of yarn mewing for mothers milk. Maybe we should call our moms!
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Skin is our fabric. Natures canvas.
Metals of the earth, paint my flesh’s delicious night, as I breathe expanding the delicate red vines to the sounds moon waves varnishing my salty back!!!
I can not find a good sample of essential oils! I don’t want to spend the money for the very good, edible quality, but I don’t want the cheap kind you rub all over your body until someone comes and licks it off. Any one out there with suggestions would be welcomed! Oils are essential. The construction of awareness changes when we use elements of the earth or energy. Anything really affects us more than we let on, even other people. That’s why it’s always important to choose your friends wisely. Though we don’t like to be lonely: it is okay to be alone. Not that I hermit in my room messaging hot lavender into my calf muscles until I’m suddenly no longer lonesome. Ah my oily friend! No. Rather remember to explore, initiate, and protect your experience because everything has a consequence. Consequence are the experience from choices, action, or expulsion of energy that never really happened with in the world of being. It’s only a cognitive recollection once the energy is secreted. The amount of displacement can never be equal to the moment it was before, so in the mass of things: we are an entire experience walking in consequences all day long. We can not go back in time, and tomorrow will never comes, And, today isn’t happening: it is the consequence of the past and the hope of the future immeasurable, fleeting, and passive. What surprises me is how we can be so aware in the moment though the moment, in out minds as now, never really comes to fruition. We never quite get “there”. Alanis Morisette’s song “Incomplete” organizes this politely, beautifully, and deliciously, and, perhaps a bit oily. Anyway I’mi in need of some essential oils with energy properties that “capture” the essence of their energy in that moment and let them affect me. Again, I will not be home alone in my room cryptically doing everything and nothing. I promise to take my oils about and wickedly entice people to share in the experience if only for the “moment”. But like everyone else, I’ll find myself alone at night behind my eye lids waiting for the mourning; always waiting. Though, I will be laugh in my belly behind plastered lips, slacken limbs and vein seeing eyes for the “moment” in my mind that is mine as it is never anyone’s the same. And as the memory slowly slips from my well oiled brain into the nightless night, I’ll forget to remember and forget to reminded myself to recall leaving only the echo residue of a charging, chanting chuckle headed for a hollow.
Like water wishes well to our bodies, it evaporates into the air, brushing our skin or flowing out our insides leaving residue of what was never water all along. We bathe daily in the coils of energy created by our words and wishes, if never for a moment but for all eternity. I hope the oil separates my watered down, negative residuals and drags this polluted hope to the bottom of my have full cup. And, my cup with be ever full for the moment. Help me paint my pillow with oils that my sense may chase the echo with a bit of delight!
Side note:A storm is coming to the DFW area. It’s in the moon tonight! Grab your children!
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The thing that baffles most people is simple why or reason. We usually can figure out how, or what, or who, but the sparsity of why beckons humans to run to a corner and demand an explanation. Within the definition of many institutions we can find our corners more narrow or broad respectively, never the less, humans place themselves in these corners whenever they ask why or desire a reason. But, is it wrong?! Surely, there are people who don’t dare as question what is. They generally “go with the flow” and, often, are a bit dull. They are what I call “room fillers” because they are important for the energy and essence of human beings as their sheer simplicity and naivety counter acts the luring harps chords of reason. It is the desire and envy that become the definition of “wrong” or anti-human aspects. And, I mean these aspects to be of their extremity. Should naivety be questioned for it’s severity of participation in humanity it is only less disarming because it creates a type of anti-naivety by simply being what is. Whereas, desire and jealousy in their aspects do create a sort of anti-desire, which is repulsion. And, it is in the creation of the antithesis of the negative aspects of these human quests that provoke yet another possibly destructive aspect. This is why reason becomes so delicious, because it can never be tasted even to the point of gluttony or negativity. We can not know too much because we do not know too little. It’s in the balance of creating our corners that keep us safe from the reality of how much we really don’t know. And because of this, we’re often surprised by the dark aspects expressed by others because from our corner of knowledge we attempt to project and expect goodness and light therein. When a girlfriend leaves for another or a child is abandoned, we stand in our corners and demand or cry out “why?!”. “Why do you not love me?!” “Why god did you let this child experience this?!” Most people find reason in a greater good, or higher purpose. And this is precisely my point, that in knowing we find what we don’t know, or can’t know. When a solution or institution or reason surface our awareness, it will simply entertain more of what we don’t know. Humans that live in the naive contentment of the unknown are not burdened by their inability to satiate any resonating desire or hunger for knowledge. In their corners, the corners don’t exist or are entirely boxed. It’s really a matter of knowing that there can not be corners or boxes within reason or the why, and, thus, in their simple existence they’re never panged to seek nourishment because they don’t feel their hunger. It exists. It is a natural part of humanity to wonder why and find reason, but I believe we can chose to entertain what we want in our corners or what may stab us in the back later. The balancing line of the known and unknown, defined by the life and death of awareness, constructs the necessity for institutions, friendships, and hope. All of which are below.
Not in this picture haha. No, this is a picture of me wondering why the past never happened, and the future will never come. I looked at my jewelry and the hole in my back and realized I had been in my own corner with blinders to truth. But, there’s no excuse because I should have known that the natural order of things would lead the least expected. Though if I were to have known what would have happened then there wouldn’t be aspect of the need to know. With necessity, we are full and nothing needs us.
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