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One Strand

As my body has recently recovered from a scary thyroid storm, and my weight finally back up,  my my drift refuses to comply to peaceful possibilities.  I may have something wrong and need to get it checked (IBS or something).  It’s weighty when you hear “You need to get this done now.  Death is real”.  We all know that it is, but when someone else tells you that something so small like a thyroid could hurt you or erase you, things become more alive and more real or I suppose I could sulk.  Not how I am, though.  Because at the end of the day, behind my eye lids lies myself and I. 

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A lot of my analysis have been about the consequences of actions and the inability for humans to fully understand them, in the greater whole.  However…. life can be simple.  Life can be one strand strung among many but,simply, a strand: a peaceful way to opportunity, revelation, and ultimate freedom of self.  One strand, strands alone.  Simply.  Lovely.  Even though it may be my strands of hair around the drain 🙂 oh thyroid, you odd thing.

The picture above, represents my approach to modern medicine and natural medicine.  I’m using kundalini and other methods to call upon healing among the great web.  Modern medicine has helped to find the issues.  Though, my friend did this strange test on me a year ago and found the issue far before the dr’s did.  She was studying a sort of reflexology and physiological responses.  I can’t say I know what it is call that she did.  But, there’s so man other options out there for scrapes and bruises, for a broken heart, and more than modern medicines and their sharp tools.  Though necessary at times, we can find the heart of nature or loved ones to envelope us in healing.  I’ll never look at a cloud the same, and because of this, my head is high and my heart open to the truth and my feet pressing for freedom!  I just started my wild flower garden and look forward to its harmonious cries.  Listen.  You can hear your life cry or send it on the wind.  Choice is always behind the eye lids you lie with at night!  I’ll be back with more philosophical analysis of what is and isn’t.  But, until then my choice is simplicity and love.  Sometimes the thoughts need a fluffy bunny pillow to rest, and this rest is filled with family, friends, and opportunity, as the strand blows so gently caressing each day and moment following a way towards freedom. 

Now I’ll keep posted the methods used for treating the IBS and Thyroid.  And so far, taking life slow, being responsible in diet and body, are the most beneficial!  I’ve found many teas that help a lot, and of course never pushing the body.  No more hand stands to back bends in the back yard! Not until my body says it’s ready.  Breathing is also very healing: from the root to crown, and you can do it at anytime!


Timing

When the time is right is it time to go? Is it time to stop? When is right? Do I have another hand elsewhere ready to say no now this time?! Oh wait that’s my hand. Experience in time is a wonderful,funny thing to my. My joy to live my time is right when? Whenever I say it is. When is it your time to do whatever?!

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In death I hope to enjoy the sweet taste of mg time. Is it up? Ill ask myself! Is it time now I become that which I am, spreading my rusted bones across the hazel skies. The sparkly bits of the child’s eye in the time of her first lick of a tasty treat to the first spark of hate. It was her time. A speck of moment. A circle wrapped in amber frazzled hair whipping at my face again and again. So cold. I’ll be with my bones until the end of now which hope and joy recedes to the back glasses of the rippling cocktail of life, spilling over, whilst those who embrace the death of their life take a sip and hope in the moment to realize they are a Phoenix.


Ying Yang and Chemistry

Always Touching

I’ve been thinking a lot about positive and negative energy in regards to science, spirituality, and humanity.  And I think there is  a significant path to follow when we consider a positive ion bonds with a negative ion.  I think the Ying Yang has the balance right.  It’s not about feeling good or feeling on the “right” path.  Rather, it’s being on the wrong path with the right attitude or the right path with the wrong attitude.  Which would you chose?  Then then of neutrons!  Now that gets me.  Is this simply the essence of life?! That which hold all together as energy flows, teaches, exchanges, and even changes! Perhaps! Consider this when working with earth elements, as they ionic charged particles mashed together to hold, to be pretty, and to have a function!


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So excited about the launch of my website!  I can’t believe this is finally coming into fruition!  As I sit here with the common cold, ever so common I am, I feel a bit of joy rippling across the main page of my spirit or life with this experience!  Winter bearings bring abundance, and I look forward to its production being furthered then! I think it’s amazing when simple things cause joy and generally good feelings.  We have been so lost in this age of technology, everything within the American mandate to have! Well, a lot of us want to give, and that’s always refreshing!  In the entanglement of jealousy and envy, weaves a web of superficial success and loss.  I want to span out, even if unsuccessfully, and document this web I weave, ever so delicate.  Going back to the simple need of human kind, I excitedly explore purpose, passion, and pleasantries.  If only for tomorrow, then so be it but for today I will dance bare backed on a horse through the wild, winded night! Hm, and that would be interesting to dissect “what is success”! Until next time then 🙂

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Weaving Webs

Shake my hand.  There you take my residue.  It’s unavoidable to not exchange energy by something as simple as eye contact.  It says “I see you”.  It validates a person.  Likewise, when we don’t look at a person or whatever cultural exchange of energy, we “offend” or “deny” the exchange.  But, is that so wrong?  I must say I do not like to be hugged by just anyone.  I’ve felt my energy being sucked out of me by certain feeders who lives only to make themselves more energetic than everyone else.  This is power lust essentially and lack of self.  My power is in me and nothing more or less.  But together we make a vibrating, extended web of energy that if not met with wisdom can harm or hinder someone.  Not just intentionally feeding on the energy in the room, but having a bad day and dumping on your coworker, or spouse.  Making promises you don’t keep, entering someones space after you have yet calmed down from an intense phone call, or manifesting an action with out thought or conviction cause a negative ripple of residue scattering down until it’s burnt out or builds up.  Who knows which.  That’s why it’s important we all take responsibility for our personal space, our thoughts and intentions, and how we look, touch, and think about other people.  Yes, maybe you wanted to buy your boss a coffee, but was it just to hope she’d burn her lip?!  Deep inside we need to ask ourselves “why am i doing this?” and also “why am i with these people”.  Do you want to be the one accepting the coffee?! Not me.  There are ways to protect yourself from these negative daggers through mental shields and simple energy blocks but when you do that you may miss some goodness too.  So discretion advised!

Family is irreplaceable but that doesn’t mean you have to spend everyday with them or week or month.  In today’s culture, we do not foster a familial setting.  We have severe individuality for the sake of freedom, which isn’t bad but we’ve lost the know how to honor culture, energy exchange, and the true meaning of the person from the inside as a being among other selves.  Rather we see them as a worker, or “It’s moms birthday I’ll give her a call”.  The residue of tradition lies in us all as we crave love from our family, friends, and others, whether we want to admit it or not.  This spherical web is more spread out from one “point” to another.  But since there is no such thing as a point, we must admit that this sphere is in fact pulling within itself because we yearn for the other “point”.

I’ve never agreed with the theory of relativity and that’s why. Space and time are not married.  We live outside time and are members of spacial bodies.  These bodies do pull for other bodies and are pulled by gravity, sure.  But when the coming together of these “points” of say a love, the result is one.  Theories go one from here as to what happens to matter.  I like to think that all these spread out “points” will be one in an unwebbed, mass of vibrating, energy of whatever residue is combined.

Because of this, rather becoming one, imploding into a worm hole, or exploding into beyond, we need to try and watch the residue! Check intention, take responsibility, create the whole self and not take from it.

I just did a cleansing ritual for this Harvest moon, and I realized how much residue of others I have been dragging around and pulling towards me while other of that nature gravitated and those wary enough repelled.  It wasn’t horrible residue.  Just a bit of sadness and a splash of insecurity.  And though I’m sure my journey will be littered with negative residue, this only balances the ying and yang.  We can not have positive with out a negative, folks!  But I don’t advise robbing a bank so a cop can gain glory through an arrest and declare yourself “well balanced”!  Uhm, no feel the vibrations of each action and you’ll see the human crisis of not addressing residue, and acting irrationally to rob a bank which creates a need for a residue cleaner.  Negative energy can be experienced in healthy life trials that do not have to send you to jail!  Though, some people may need this.  I would assume or it wouldn’t be happening.

So until we take responsibility for the residual affects we have in our thoughts, intentions, and actions.  We will continue to paw at the ball of yarn mewing for mothers milk.  Maybe we should call our moms!

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Jewelry for the Full Moon

Skin is our fabric. Natures canvas.

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Metals of the earth, paint my flesh’s delicious night, as I breathe expanding the delicate red vines to the sounds moon waves varnishing my salty back!!!


Erupt To Late… Again!

Space and time.  Humans tell each other places to meet and at what time.  This achievement and expectation is a sort of cryptic message: “I am alive”.  If you are stood up then “I am not alive”.  Perhaps this doesn’t make sense, but think about the emotions typically elicited from such experiences.  How targeted is self being!  How can the geometrical point then degrade us? And to what extent, if my meeting with you is derailed, because I have something better to do?  Weights and balances are the formation of human morality.  What we ingest is only what we know, and knowing it doesn’t make it fabric.  No, it makes it a point.  A point in this thing of geometry.  But I warily suggest that this geometrical disposition plots merely human relevance, being sacred at the linear possibilities they entail.  In attempts to amend my mere point (yes a pun), perhaps there are no points at all.  Is geometry not the basic aspect of physics? And what says the human to the being (assuming he’s alien though such human examples can apply in different setting) he happens upon in a point of meet at the human level or measured scale? “Ah welcome to this point, let us chat and be on our way”?  What says the being to this human?  “I checked your human patterns and it crossed referenced with my ethereal measurements that I may, just give me a human balance…angel will do, meet at this ‘date and time’ that we may have this experience.  It’s been worthy of my purpose, and I depart into my world.  I’m late for meetings” “Ahh, good bye, sir Angel.”  How is it that humans can draw geometrical references to their relevance while claiming that various beings are there to help by being many places at once and at anytime, if time and space are relevant.  These are just things we say, because we can not be were we’re going, do not understand where we are, and can not be where we’ve been in it’s fullest.  The human designation of time and space appear to me to be completely moot.  Because if time and space exist for us by prescription to necessitate interaction with the dead, spirits, and even other humans then it entirely ceases to exist.  Not only because you can not measure a moment in it’s fullest “accuracy” ever, in comparison to the nature of a point never being a point as a point isn’t a dot or anything known like time.  If it is imagined as a dot then it is made up of cellular type structure (to give you a picture of how the line or dot can exist as it needs a thing or human to place it) to signify where it is located (space) but never ever can there be real space or a tip, for a lack of better word.  There is either an entire infinite mass within this dot or tip, or it can not exist.  If there is no point of reference, time and space wouldn’t exist because the theory is dependent on the human creation of what we finitely know to label it or balance it. Or perhaps, within everything we find, we find everything and therefor nothing or, more palpably, everything.  Even for the most atheist, or whoever believes only in human existence, this is easily applicable.  You can add a different dimension to the relevance of geometry to apply it in that aspect of existence or in another.  I don’t care.  If there is life, there is death.  If there is matter, there is anti-matter and so forth.  But, my point is that what is sacred is everything (much like a sphere, for simplicities sufferings) or just maybe sacred is nothing. Sorry to burst your bubble. Get it? Bubble?!

“I think therefore I am.”

-That one guy who wrote all those things.

It’s too late for me to erupt… I was in bed a long time ago, when i died.

Wanna hear my thoughts on reincarnation?!

Soon perhaps…. yawn! Goodnight!

Imagel